So I have a question for you all, and I hope that someone can give me an explanation, or word something for me in a way that makes sense, because I've noticed something really interesting and I'm really not sure what dots to connect to make it make sense. So this is what's happening.
I've noticed that my heart opens up so much and I'm filled with so much love around my friends, or people who are not my family. When I'm with my family, there's a kind of love that I have for them, but it's not that heart-opening, expansive, joyful, super accepting and indulging and accommodating type of friendship that I feel when I'm with friends that I meet online, and even just in person. The way I express myself when I'm with other people, and the way I feel when I'm with other people who are not my family, is completely different. It's almost like with my family and my siblings, there's that kind of acceptance, okay, we all know each other, but there's not that kind of effusive feeling that I feel when I'm with other people. It's not the same experience.
I tell you, my eyes have never been brighter, my smile has never been bigger, my heart has never been more expanded than when I'm communicating with the people online. And some of these people, the majority of them, I've never met. I've never spoken to them like one-to-one, physical, physical sound frequency to sound frequency, personal to personal. I have never done any of these things, but I feel something so completely heart-opening when I'm having these conversations with people who are seemingly strangers. But they're not strangers, they feel so familiar and so real to me. So is this like some internet kind of sign-up? What is this?
Is this some kind of soul-to-soul telepathic connection where we're meeting other people, or what is it? Do we kind of need some kind of definition to what this thing is? What is this about me, or some of us, having this expansive loving? Do we really feel loving? Maybe it's because we live in a box, who knows. Maybe because we live on the internet, who knows. But on a higher level, what does it mean?
I feel that when I'm with my family, like I said before, it's like the familiarity. We love each other, and it is solid, don't get me twisted or wrong, it is loving, but it's not the same. I know you know what I mean. So what is going on?
And I know, maybe it's because we find ourselves online as evolving beings, or conscious beings. We have made contracts to find ourselves in this lifetime, and when we meet, there's that recognition. And obviously that recognition means something, because there's a spark, and that's one of the ways to know how these things happen. Because if there wasn't that kind of spark or recognition that made us kind of stop and really think, oh my gosh, who is this person that makes me feel this way? maybe we would have just kept it moving. But that spark is necessary to kind of remind us of the contracts that we had with other people.
But it's still so fascinating, though. And also, maybe the reason I feel like this, about how we feel about our family members, why we are not as effusive, is because there are so many life lessons and so many karmic things that our families involve. That even though we are together as one and we came in to be part of something that was going to help each and everyone evolve within that family unit, there's still that, well, you can be happy, but we're not going to allow you to expand in happiness and joy to the degree that you should. Because a prophet is never accepted in their hometown. And things always have to happen to force you, as the quote-unquote prophet, as the quote-unquote person who is evolving, to come out of the family system. And sometimes coming out does not mean like physically abandoning them, but coming out in the sense that you have to grow your wings and fly out and become the larger part of who you are.
So that's one explanation, I think. What do you guys think? I'd like to know what you think about why it is that our hearts are filled with so much joy when we meet other people online. Why am I always so happy when I receive comments online from people? Why am I always so excited when someone connects with me just because they found me through me sharing my experiences? Why am I always so excited about these things? But my family members is just like, okay, whatever. I love you guys, but whatever.
So let me know in the comment section what you think about this. And until next time, let's keep the joy flowing. Bye.